I Screwed Up Big Time!

Have you ever done something and before you do it you think, "thats gonna get me into trouble", but you do it anyways? Well, thats what happened today. I dont know why, I did it, but it just happened. I was in my boss' office and was asked a question. I knew where my boss was going at this point so I just said I was too busy to do the job. Well, that was a total lie. Truth is, I just didnt want to do it. So then I was asked what was so important that I had to do, and so I had to make up something else. It all seemed like it wasnt even me in the office talking, but it was. Yes, I got out of doing that job, but I think I am in much greater trouble when S finds out. If you remember, I got my first punishment spanking for doing the same thing. I think im gonna get it.

S, if you are reading, I am sorry for not telling you when we talked earlier today. I was just scared to tell you. Im sorry :(

Random Ramblings

Its been a week since I have been spanked, and it seems like so long ago. I really wish that I could get spanked whenever I wanted or needed it. I guess its just not in the works for me yet.

I am trying to lose weight, and S is being a huge encouragement to me with it. I have read a bunch of blogs where people get spanked if they dont reach certain goals and stuff like that. That really isnt for me. I need to do it for myself. Although, I can totally see how it could be a great motivator if I knew that I was gonna get it bad every week if I didnt try hard to lose weight. But at the same time, then I would just gain it all back as soon as that stopped.

I am really going to be dedicated to losing the weight now. I am thinking about even posting on here each week as to whether or not ive lost any for that week. Maybe that would give me the encouragement I need. Anyone have any ideas that could help me?

I Finally Got Spanked!!!

This weekend was a lot of fun and very relaxing. We were both really tired on Friday night so we just cuddled and relaxed. Although I did manage to get a few swats here and there.

Saturday was different. I was in a odd mood and so I kept being a brat and picking at S. He likes it when I play with him. It gives him an excuse to smack my bottom. I got my bottom smacked several times through out the day. I even got spanked while we watched a movie. He also likes to tickle me and bite me. It makes me laugh.

When it was time for bed we went to bed and laid there and talked for awhile. Until I told him I wasnt really tired and I started poking him cause I had lots of energy. Then I called his bluff, and so to prove his point he spanked me with his hand. He can really smack hard with just his hand. It felt sooooo good. after he was done spanking me he held me there face down and played with my clit. He is excellent at that. It felt so good. I love playing with him too. We ended up the night with both of us being very happy and content.

TODAY's THE DAY

I am so excited I can hardly contain myself. S and I get to see each other today and I can't wait. I don't have to work today and he is getting off early so we can spend some time together. I can't wait to hug him and have him hold me. Its been way too long.

I know there is a lot of spanking going to happen this weekend. It is going to be a ton of fun. I will tell you about it probably on Sunday, unless he wants me to do it before then. I need to go find something to do before I drive myself crazy.

A Few Spanking Fantasies

I am sure all of you have some kind of spanking fantasy that you would like to act out or some kind of spanking that you want or want to give, but are scared to tell your partner about. I want to know some of them. Ill start by telling you one of mine.

I am totally terrified of the belt yet I desire to be spanked with it. Yes, I know that totally contradicts itself. Also I have never been made to wait for a spanking. Just thinking about being told to go to the room and get ready for a spanking and just sit there or lay there waiting, really gets me going. Or having my hands or legs tied up so that I know there is no way to get away from it.

Well, there you go. Now you have to tell me what your fantasies are.

I'm Back

Sorry I have been away for so long. Life has been hectic and I really didn't feeling like writing about it. This weekend S and I will be getting together again. Its been like a month and I can't wait. I am so excited, I get to spoil him this weekend. I get to cook for him and everything. I hope you all haven't given up on me. I will be sure to keep up on here for awhile. Thanks for reading!