Monday, December 31, 2007

Details, details, details

I was meaning to post this the next morning but life got in the way and I totally forgot. I did end up spanking A. He is really hot, so perfect in every way. He spanked me first. He made me take off my pants and lay across his lap on the couch. He started with his hand and it felt wonderful.

But very quickly went to a paddle and warmed my bottom good with that. He also used a ruler, a strap and this thick cane. Although he spanked me for awhile, I wanted so much more. He left my bottom a light pink.

Then it was my turn. I was really scared to do it. But I was sitting on the couch and he put himself over my lap. How could I not spank him. I spanked him with my hand over his jeans and then pulled his pants and boxers down. Did I mention how perfect he was :)

I then spanked him for quite awhile with my new paddle. I spanked and rubbed alot. It was a lot of fun. When I started spanking him with the paddle his bottom was kinda pink. When I was done he was breathing really hard and his bottom was a nice red. But I wasn't done then.

I let him lay across my lap while he caught his breath for a few minutes and I just rubbed his bottom. When he caught his breath then I continued spanking him with his corporal punishment strap. I think he was a very sorry boy when I was done with him. Then we just sat there and he held me for awhile. It was such a nice way to spend the evening.

Saturday, December 29, 2007

I DID IT!!!

Yep, I spanked him! It was fun too. I got spanked as well.

Friday, December 28, 2007

Tonight


I havent been spanked in way too long. Hopefully tonight that will all change. I have been wanting to spank a guy for awhile and tonight is the night it is supposed to happen. But he told me last night that I have one coming as well. So we will see how this evening goes. It was supposed to happen last night but he had a rough day at work and blew me off. So if I do get to spank him tonight he is going to get it bad. Now I am trying to figure out what I should do. Should I let him spank me first, or should I spank him first. I think I want him to spank me first and then I will spank him. Because then I can let him have it and know that its not going to make mine any worse. I am really excited, yet have the butterflies as well. I just hope I can spank him the way he wants it.

Monday, December 24, 2007

Happy Holidays

Wishing everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Friday, December 21, 2007

Where did the time go?

Wow, has it really been two weeks since I posted something. I am so sorry. Things around here are very busy, but will be slowing down very soon, I hope. Between Christmas parties, Weddings, Funerals, and all the hustle and bustle of the holiday season I havent had much time to even think about spanking much.

I should be getting at least one spanking in the next couple weeks. We will see if it happens or not. Hope you all are having a wonderful time with your friends and family. Merry Christmas to you all!

Friday, December 7, 2007

Thanks for your help

Thank you so much for your help guys! I am really looking forward to being able to spank a naughty guy, even if its just for fun.

Thank you to those of you who commented on the post where I was feeling really down. I am doing much better now, and partly because of all of you. Thank you for taking the time to show that you care.

I should be getting spanked by N again sometime soon. So maybe if you are all good, I might stick some more pictures of my bottom on here for you all to see.

Sunday, December 2, 2007

Hot House

I was out walking last night at about 9pm just trying to clear my head. I was probably about 3 miles away from my own home when all of a sudden I heard something that very quickly got my attention. I heard someone being spanked and giggling. Of course I slowed way down and luckily the next door neighbors had a huge christmas display up in their yard, so I just stopped to "look at the lights" and just listened to the spanking going on.

Hearing that made me wonder how many people have heard me getting spanked. Ive been spanked in houses and in hotel rooms. I am sure someone has had to hear it by this point. Just thinking about possibly being heard is a really big turn on. Has anyone else ever been heard or heard someone getting a spanking?

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Me

If you are looking for something about spanking you can stop reading now. I am not at all in a spanking mood. I am really feeling lonely. I know everyone has these feelings from time to time, but right now it has the best of me. Its so hard not to get depressed. I feel like Im fighting a never ending battle with depression. When I was a teenager and beyond I always thought that by the time I was 30 I would be married, have kids, and just be a happy married girl. But thats not how life has worked for me. Yes, I have had fun. But the one thing I want most is to be married and start a family. Is that too much to ask for. Every day I see couples with their kids walking down the street. It just kills me every time. Sorry to vent today. I just have to get it out before I totally give up and do something stupid.

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Watch Out Naughty Boys


I finally acted on my idea of spanking a guy. I bought a hair brush paddle from Walt . It is very well made and will definitely be easy to use. Now I just need the guy to spank. I have a couple who have already asked for it. Just dont know if they will ever actually follow through. We will see. But if you haven't checked out Walt's paddles Check them out. They are well made and fairly cheap as well.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Im in BIG TROUBLE!

Yesterday I had a really really bad day. One of those days where you just wish you could go back to bed and wish it never happened. It started off ok, I got to work and everything seemed fine. Then my boss came and asked me something. My desk is piled high with paper work and im working frantically to get it done.

My boss comes up to my desk and asks me for something. Without even thinking, I lied about to the boss and kept doing my work. As soon as I lied I knew my butt was in for it. S just got a brand new strap, and I knew he wasnt gonna be happy. So I got really mad at myself, and the rest of the day I just kept getting more and more angry. Not at anyone just at myself.

So I got in my car to drive home, knowing that I had to tell S that I screwed up AGAIN! I just started crying. Not a little cry, but full on sobbing. I hate letting him down. So here I am driving home crying and not paying attention to much of anything.

I look in my rearview mirror and there is a cop. I look down and I was going 60 in a 25. Yeah, BIG OOPS. Cop comes up, sees that I am crying and can tell I have been for awhile. He was really nice. He didnt even ask me for my lisence. Just told me that I needed to slow down so I would make it home to my family safely. I promised him I would and I was on my way.

I told S as soon as I could. He was so sweet about it. He only has a few rules and I had broken 2 of them. Lying and speeding. He told me he was just happy that I was safe. He also said he would overlook the speeding because of my frame of mind at that point in time.

I know I am going to get it bad. And I deserve it 100%. I asked him if he was going to give me a really bad spanking if he would tie my hands so I cant reach back. He said yes he would tie them. So now I know its going to be really really bad. The worst part of it is, I dont even know when we are going to get to spend alone time together again. We are going out this weekend hopefully, but spanking like that cant be done in public.

I hate waiting for a bg spanking. Last time by the time I got it when he walked in, I was mad. I didnt want it, and so I got mad. I didnt stay mad for long as my bottom started feeling like it was on fire. Does anyone else have to wait for a long period of time before they get a spanking that has been promised to them? If so, how do you deal with it?

Monday, November 19, 2007

Guys I need your help!

Lately I have been reading everything I can about F/M spanking. It really turns me on to think about it. I dont know why I had never concidered it before.

But here is the thing, I know that spanking (at least for me) is both physical and mental. I know that I can physically spank a guy (its not rocket science lol), but I dont know if I can do the lecturing and scolding and stuff like that.

Guys I need your help here. When you are getting spanked by your girl, what do you expect her to say? What is going through your mind? Does your girl scold you while she is spanking you? Would you let me spank you, even though I have no experience?

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Labels


For a long time I have thought that I am a bottom and thats all there is to it. Recently I have been asked by 2 different guys if I would be willing to spank them. I had honestly never thought about it before. The more I think about it, the more fun I think it would be. I am not sure I could do it or not. I guess I will find out when we get together in a few weeks.

Even if I find out that I couldnt spank him seriously, I still want to try. I know that sounds really odd, but hey, you only live once right? Has anyone else ever thought about switching roles just to see if you like it?

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Im Amazed

Yesterday I said that I may be closing my blog for good. And then I got 550 hits to my blog in one day. Thanks to Bonnie and all of you stopping by, I may not be closing it. I am going to be a lot more careful about details. But I guess you all are stuck with me for now. I have to decide if I want to post more pics of me on here or not. We will see, only time will tell. But for the meantime, thanks for sticking with me!

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Door may be closing

I may be closing my blog for good. With all the stuff in the news about people losing their jobs and things having to do with Myspace and with Blogs, I am beginning to think this is not worth it. I love this blog and have thoroughly enjoyed your comments and encouraging words. I just need some time to think this through. I dont know for certain if there is any way where anyone could actually figure out who I am but I am pretty sure there is. I just have to figure it all out!

I got spanked

I had a nice relaxing weekend, and yes I got spanked.

Friday, November 9, 2007

This Weekend

I wont be posting until Sunday probably. S and I are spending the weekend together and I can't wait. I will post pics as soon as I can. Hope you all have a fantastic weekend. I know I will.

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Thank you

Thank you for all your advice on how to make the marks go away quickly. I don't really care if they are there as long as they don't hurt. I just want to have fun this weekend with S and dont want him to worry about hurting me. Hope to post more pics soon.

Monday, November 5, 2007

Marks

I know I said I wasnt going to put pictures on here until this next weekend. But I need some help on how to make the bruises disappear. If you have any ideas, please let me know.

Sunday, November 4, 2007

I GOT SPANKED

I finally got spanked. It was about 2 hours ago and my bottom is very very sore. It was not a fun spanking, because I was in trouble for disobeying him. I wont make that mistake again for awhile.

He made me drop my pants right away. And started by swatting my bottom while he was lecturing me. His hand really hurt this time. I guess cause I havent been spanked in awhile. Then he made me bend over the bed and spanked me with his paddle. It really hurt.

Then he made me lay on the bed and he sat down next to me and put his arm around my waist. He started spanking me really hard with one of those plastic mini blind rods. He stopped and I just laid there for awhile.


I thought it was all over and then I heard that dreaded sound. I couldnt believe it. I heard him undo his belt and pull it through the loops. I started shaking and just saying no. Before I could even think about it any longer he was going to town on my bottom with it. He made me count them too.

That was not a spanking I want to repeat very soon. But at the same time, it totally fulfilled my need for a spanking. And I still get to see S this coming weekend. I am really looking forward to it. I just hope my bottom is not sore by then.

Thursday, November 1, 2007

IM GETTING SPANKED

So Saturday sometime I am going to finally get spanked by N. Although its not going to be a fun spanking, it will at least be a spanking. I need one so bad right now. I havent had one in months and it is really starting to show. It is a discipline spanking and so its not meant to be fun. I will definitely share the details after, if my bottom is not too sore to sit and type. Then the next weekend I am getting spanked by S. And hopefully some pics taken by S.

Guess What!

I MIGHT GET SPANKED THIS WEEKEND!

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

I wish everyone a happy and safe night of scary creatures visiting your doors.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Vacations

S left tonight for a week, he will be back on the 5th. He is going to go visit a spanking friend of his. Yes, im a tad jealous, but at the same time I hope he has lots of fun.

A is leaving tomorrow for a month. He is going to go visit a spanking friend also while he is gone.

N is still here and hopefully we will be able to get together sometime this coming weekend. It cant be into the week, because then my bottom would still be sore when S comes back. And I already know I am going to get it good from S when he comes back.

I dont care who spanks me at this point, but I need one NOW! Im getting all witchy and I hate being this way. I hope N spanks me Sat.

Saturday, October 27, 2007

FUNK

I am in a big time funk right now. I guess its probably because I didnt get spanked when I was told I was going to. I have been in such a rotten mood all day. If I dont get spanked soon, I am gonna explode.

Last night S and I went out. We had a good time talking and snuggling as much as we could. I really enjoy his company. He is so much fun and he really cares about me. But he cant spank me till the second weekend in November, so that brings me back to my funk. I need spanked!

Friday, October 26, 2007

The Flu Bites

So I had myself all ready for a spanking and N called and sounded terrible. He has the flu and so we cant get together tonight. I am so bummed about it. We might get together sometime this next week. I just hope he gets to feeling better soon.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow night is the night. I am meeting with N for the first time. I dont know whether I should be excited, scared, apprehensive, or a myriad of other emotions. I will probably get it pretty hard, which is how I like it sometimes from S. But not necessarily from anyone else. You see S and I have grown fairly close over the past about year. He knows me and can easily read my body language.

So tomorrow night I may be in for it, then again I may not be. Yes, we have talked about what I want and need and ways he can help me. And yes I have a safeword, but I still dont know how I feel about the whole thing. Anyone else ever feel that way?

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Friday, October 19, 2007

Next Weekend

I think next weekend I am going to get spanked by N. We have been talking quite a bit as of late, and I think its time that we get together. I am kind of nervous yet kind of excited as well. There wont be any pictures this time, I am saving those for the second weekend in November when S and I get together. Hopefully it will be fun, yet help me as well.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

How Many is Too Many

How many spankers is too many? You see there is S, and we have a ton of fun together and he has been helping me alot. Then we will call him A, we started talking a couple years ago and he is finally moving close to me. So in December, I guess I will get what he has promised me. Then an old friend has come back into my life after about a year. We will call him N. He has never spanked me before, but we have talked about it.

So 3 spankers for one bottom. Is that too many? One can only hope her bottom can withstand all the spankings. The best thing about it, is that S is cool with the whole thing. As long as I am smart and keep myself safe. So, how many spankers do you think is too many?

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Thank You

Thank you all for your comments. I was pleasantly surprised by the number of people who commented on my LOL post. Thank you all very much. Comments make blogging so much more enjoyable.

Padme,
Thank you for stopping by. I read your blog daily and love it. Thanks for the support.

Marcus,
Thank you for your kind words. And also for sharing your blog. I have enjoyed it.

Dove,
I would love it if you would link to my blog. And I will definitely change your link. Thanks for pointing it out for me. I hadnt thought about changing it. :)

S in Dallas,
Thanks for stopping by.

Ofia,
You are definitely not a lurker in my book. I love your blog! Yours is one of my all time favs.

Bonnie,
Thank you for your kind words of support. They mean a lot, and thank you for inviting me to join in on LOL.

Erik,
Thank you for commenting often. I love it!

Purple Angel,
Thank you for stopping by. I am glad you enjoyed it. I enjoyed yours yesterday as well. I will definitely be back.

mthc,
I am honored that you are a lurker on my blog.

Hermione,
Thanks! *hugs

SelfSpanker,
Feel free to comment anytime or just say hi when you want to. Thanks for stopping by.

Sparkle,
Just to put your mind at ease, yes you have commented on my blog :) I feel honored that you would read and comment. I love yours and Chris' blogs as well, definitely some of my favs. Although I think Chris needs a spanking for not posting for awhile. How about 5 swats for each day that he hasnt posted. LOL

Southern Angel,
Thank you for your kind words of encouragement. You are one of my all time favorite blogs. I really enjoy reading your blog.

AngelBrat,
Thank you for stopping by.

A.S.S.
Thanks for stopping by, feel free to comment anytime. I read your blog daily and sometimes use it for inspiration as to what to post about.

Naughtybuttcute,
Thank you for reading. I will check out your blog.

Emily,
Welcome to my blog. Thank you for saying hi!

What Flavor are You?


What Flavour Are You? I am Chocolate Flavoured.I am Chocolate Flavoured.


I am sweet and a little bit naughty. I am one of the few clinically proven aphrodisiacs. Sometimes I can seem a little hard, but show warmth and I soon melt. What Flavour Are You?

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Love Our Lurkers

Bonnie invited me to do a LOL post today. So Lurkers, please let me know who you are. If you've commented before you can still comment, but those that have never commented, PLEASE say hi.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Pictures and Discussion with S

So I guess the Yes' have it. Next time S and I get together he will be taking lots of pictures hopefully and I am sure they will all eventually end up here. Thank you so much for your votes!

S and I had a talk about my limits and where they are. Since I do not know my limits I asked him to push me to them so that I know where they are. I know he will do it in a tender way. I am scared yet excited.

He told me he would use different implements and positions. He also is going to bring his belt. I highly fear the belt. So hopefully he will help me over come that fear.

Stay tuned for pictures in mid November. We dont get to get together much, so we make the most out of what time we do have. Thanks again for your votes.

Sunday, October 7, 2007

Spanking Poll

Feel free to comment and tell me what kind of pictures you would like to see. S said he will take pictures if the poll gets enough yes votes!





Spanking Pictures

Would you like to see some pictures of my spanked bottom on here?




Yes
No
Maybe
I want to see other pictures too







New to me Blog

I just found this blog today. It has some incredible stories on it. I am totally in love with it. Check it out! http://elisnewbeginnings.blogspot.com/

Friday, October 5, 2007

My Perfect Spanking

Lately all I can do is think about spanking. I look at men and wonder if they would be a good spanker or not. The other day I saw this soldier sitting outside a store waiting on someone. He had the perfect OTK position. I think it comes down to needing a spanking. I want a long hard spanking.

My perfect spanking would be to come home after a long days work. Walk in to my man standing there and give him a big hug. While he is hugging me he could swat my bottom a few times. Then take me over to the couch and put me OTK. He would spank me long and hard until all the stresses from the day were gone. It would be so lovely. I would then repay him with whatever he was wanting at the time. It could be fun. Any one game???

Monday, October 1, 2007

Hot Dream!


Last night before bed I decided to read some of my favorite blogs before going to sleep. I think that I am definitely going to make that a habit. I had the best dream ever. S and I were somewhere with a huge bed. I was laying there and he walked over to me and pulled me over his lap. He started spanking me with his hand and it really started to turn me on. Then he reached down and started to play with my clit as he was spanking me. It was one of the hotest things I have ever dreamed before. It didnt end there though. I woke up when I was sucking him and he was spanking me at the same time. It was incredible. Needless to say, Today I have been totally horny and pent up all day! I wish S were here right now!

Sunday, September 30, 2007

My 2nd Story Attempt

Rachel walked in the door slowly. She knew that Tom wouldnt be home for a few days. She hated when he had to go out of town on business. She came in and saw a piece of paper on the table but ignored it thinking she had left it there. After putting the groceries away she picked up the paper. All it said was "GO TO OUR ROOM". She ran upstairs as fast as she could hoping that Tom would be there. Instead there was another note. She picked it up and read it "TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHES AND LIE ON THE BED AND WAIT".

She quickly stripped of her clothes and jumped into bed. It seemed like she was waiting forever. She felt a hand touch her and she jumped. He held her down but didnt say a word. He started massaging her back and slowly moved down to her bottom. She knew his smell and his touch oh so well. She loved her husband so much, and was so thankful he had come back early.

Rachel sat up to give Tom a kiss, but when she saw his face she got butterflies in her stomach. She recognized that look and she knew she was in big trouble.

"Tom, whats wrong?"

"Rachel, how many times do I have to tell you to lock the doors when you leave?"

Rachel started thinking fast. Did she leave the door unlocked? She only ran out for a few groceries. She couldnt remember if she locked it or not.

"Tom, I am so sorry. I just went out to grab some groceries. I was only gone about an hour. I was in a hurry because it was raining and I guess I just forgot."

Tom didnt say anything he just sat there for a moment trying to calm himself down. He slowly stood up and walked over to the dresser and picked up the hair brush.

"Tom, I am so sorry! Please not the brush."

He quietly walked back over and picked up his wife and placed her over his lap. He started to spank her with his hand. He had missed her oh so much. It scared him to death when he came home and found the door unlocked and her cell phone right there on the table. He spanked her bottom with his hand till it was a deep shade of pink. Rachel started crying almost immediately, not because it hurt too badly but because she had once again let Tom down.

Tom picked up the hair brush and set it on Rachel's bottom.

"Rachel, when I came home and found the door unlocked and your cell phone on the table, I thought something very bad had happened to you. I can not bear to think about losing you. I love you so much darling. This spanking is to help you remember that I love you and want you to stay safe."

Rachel just laid across her lovers lap sobbing quietly. She couldnt believe how stupid she could be at times. Tom picked up the hair brush and brought it down hard across her left cheek. She jumped at the stinging pain it brought.

Smack, smack, smack, smack, smack

"Im sorry Tom, I will lock the door from now on."

Smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack

Tom was really spanking her hard and fast. It was all Rachel could do to stay in position.

Smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack, smack

Tom dropped the brush on the bed and just sat there rubbing her back. As soon as she regained her composure she sat up on his lap and threw her arms around him. She had missed him so much over the last month. Tom held her there for a few minutes then turned and laid her gently on the bed.

He quickly shed his clothes and climbed on top of her. He couldnt wait to be inside her again. It had been way too long. They fucked and fucked until they both fell asleep from exhaustion.




Feel free to leave any comments that can help me become a better story writer! I would greatly appreciate it.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Im spankable


Your Score: SPANK SLUT


You are 86% spankable!




You loved to be spanked, good and hard, with any available object. You will take it as hard as anyone is willing to give it. You are probably guilty of provoking your lover into spanking you, by flagrant misbehavior or verbal challenges. Hell, your ass is probably red right now. We wouldn�t be surprised if you are standing at the keyboard, because it hurts to sit down.




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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Thank You S!!!

S, I want to take this time today to thank you for what you do for our country. It is men like you that make the US a safe place to live. I am so proud of your selfless sacrifice to our country. Thank you also for caring enough about me to spank me and correct me when I need it. I have become a much different/better person since we met. Thank you for also helping me with my new goal. I know with your help that it is possible. Thank you for just being your sweet self and being so kind and loving to me.

Friday, September 7, 2007

Corner Time???


The more I read about spanking and about people in spanking relationships the more I am finding that most of them do corner time. I do not think that I could ever stand in a corner and take it seriously. I mean come on, I am a full grown adult. I am not an out of control 5 year old. I do not understand the purpose of it nor how someone could willing go and stand there with a good attitude. Maybe I am wrong about the whole thing. What are your thoughts on corner time?

Monday, September 3, 2007

More New (to me) Blogs!

I added a few new blogs that I absolutely have fallen in love with over the past week. Hope you all will check them out.

Bratty's World - Definitely a new favorite

Cassie's Space

From My other side

My Spanked Cheecks

Southern Angel Finding Her Way- Another one that you really should check out

Through Iris Eyes

Saturday, September 1, 2007

New Keyword Fun

writing lines
No way, I thought I already said that I wouldn't do that

fun spank
Is there any other kind?

spanking with baby oil
Thats only when I get BG spankings, it has a tendency to make me repentant really fast!

bend over the end of the bed spanking
Um, Ok

spanking bbs
Who is spanking me this time?

spanking tan her hide
Go ahead and spank him(the author of the blog)...lol. Just dont tell him I sent you

corner time spanking
S has told me that if He ever gives me corner time, I will be spanked in the corner as well

bbs spanking
I have a feeling my poor bottom is going to be very sore :)

spanking fireman
Now that would be HOT!!! "No really sir, there was a fire in my bedroom"...lol. Sparkle gets to have all the fun with the fireman, I am jealous ;)

spanking lot
Is that kinda like a parking lot, where you come and find your spot and get spanked. That could be fun

spank me pants
Id rather you spank me bottom

sore naughty bottom
I wonder how naughty a bottom can be?

will you spank me please
Sure, but you have to tell me who you are

spank bonnie
Feel free to spank her as much as you want to

paddle my bare bottom
I dont think those words have or ever will come out of my mouth

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

My Erotic Personality

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Friday, August 24, 2007

One track mind

Sometimes all I can think about is spanking. There is absolutely no way that I can do anything to get my mind off of it. Right now is one of those times. But at these times looking at spanking pictures and videos doesnt help, reading others blogs dont help. Nothing seems to help.

I thought I was weird for thinking that way until I read Sparkles blog today. She totally put it in a way that I could never say. I sometimes wish that I would be given lines to write or something to do just to take my mind off of it. But then I think about how annoyed I would get after writing the same thing 2oo times. I think Id just stick with spanking.

I so desperately want a spanking, and cuddling. I guess I will get one eventually.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Lurkers, Who are you?

So everyday I get about 200 hits to my blog. I am just curious who is reading it. If you are a lurker please leave me a comment so I know who you are. THANKS!

Saturday, August 18, 2007

OUCH!!!!! BG Spankings HURT!

I am sitting on a pretty sore bottom right now. Last night S and I got to see each other. It was so good to be able to hug him and snuggle with him. But before we got to do any of that I got a really bad spanking.

I was sitting on the couch watching tv when he came in. So he just sat down and we snuggled for awhile. I was thinking he had either forgot or he didnt feel like doing it right then. But I was totally wrong. When the show was over he told me to get up because it was time for my spanking. He wanted to give it to me before we ate dinner.

He made me take off my pants and bend over the end of the bed. At first he just started with his hand. That wasnt too bad at first, but I swear that man has paddles for hands. He didnt spank me with his hand for long and he grabbed the little paddle. He spanked me on my panties for a little bit, but those didnt last long either. He wasnt kidding when he said the warmup was going to be a lot shorter.

I started crying almost immediately, which is totally not something that I normally do. I dont know why but I just started crying like a child. He spanked hard and fast on my bare bottom with the paddle. He sat next to me and held me around the waist so that I didnt move.

It hurt really bad, but I felt worse inside for letting S down. I am really not sure what else he used on my bottom. I think he used a bigger paddle and the bathbrush. All I could think about at that point was how badly it stung and that I hope I never lie again.

He spanked me for what seemed like forever, and then he put babyoil on my bottom. That made me cry even harder. I knew what was coming. He paddled me good after he put on the baby oil. It stung so bad and I couldnt hold still. Then I thought he was done, and he started talking to me.

Then he said "Im gonna give you 50 more and then we will be through". At first I couldnt believe what he was saying. Then I felt the little paddle again. I wasnt counting, but I am sure that is how many I got. They were all fast and hard. By the time he was done I was sobbing like a baby. He pushed me further then he ever has before. I know I deserved it, and it hurt like crazy. He doesn't like spanking me like that, but I need it sometimes.

It felt so good to get that emotional release that I have been holding in for so long. S always knows just what I need. He sat there next to me rubbing my bottom and my back for awhile. Then laid next to me and cuddled with me until I stopped crying. We had dinner then snuggled on the couch.

He likes playing with parts of my body while we watch tv to distract me. And he is VERY good at what he does. After he was done playing with me I fell asleep for a few minutes on his lap. Then he woke me up and we went to bed. I played with him until he was all tired and fell asleep.

We woke up this morning and I played with him to wake him up. There was a lot of snuggling and some fun spankings too. I am very content and feel very cared for right now. My bottom is sore but everytime I feel it it just reminds me that I have someone who cares about me enough to help me in this way. Thanks S, for a wonderful day. I had a lot of fun! Next time, ill be sure to stay away from the teeth. LOL

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Im Gonna Get Toasted on Friday!!!

Last night S and I were talking and he told me to ask him a question about anything. So I asked him about my bg spanking that I am going to get this weekend. I found out my answer but I didnt like it at all. I am going to get it bad, really bad. I guess I deserve it, and hopefully it will make me never lie again. I just hope he holds me and tells me he cares about me afterwards. Here is the way our conversation went last night. Read it and leave me a comment if you want, S reads it too, so be careful what you say. Please dont get me in more trouble!!!


BB : how bad is my bg spankin gonna be

S: it is going to hurt a lot, but that's kind of a relative question I mean what scale are you going to use to gage it

S: on a scale of one to ten?

BB: sure

S: hmmm probably about a 9.3

S: up to a 9.6

BB
: k

S: of course there is always that lame russian guy who never gives you the full ten

S: but anywayS: how cuddley will you be on friday

BB: prob alot

S: good

S: hmmmm I keeps thinking about distracting stuff

BB: on your scale, what was my last bg spankin

S: probably a 8

BB: k

BB: i kinda want to take a pic of my bottom after my spankin

BB: cause then ill remember that i dont want that again

S: well a red bottom is conductive to memory

BB: not enough for me

BB: cause i did it again

S: well we will take care of that

BB: i know, thats what im afraid of

S: I was thinking about the spanking I intend on giving you

S: I'm gonna vave to come up with a way to make sure you remember it

S: and I think I know just how I'm going to do it

BB: ???

S: let us just say that you were right on the money when you listed the baby oil

BB: nnnnooooooooooooooo

S: afraid so sweety

BB: for the whole thing?

S: for a very specific part of it

S: your warm up is going to be shorter

S: and I intend on making sure I give you a very good paddling

BB: :(

S: at the moment though I must admit

S: that I am thinking of more pleausrable spankings

BB: i dont know what to say

S: you don't have to say anything sweety

S: for some moments in life there are no words

BB: ill never lie again, please dont use the oil

S: I said I would and I will, but I'm not going to overwhelm you

BB: k

BB: last time you were sick, so i think you didnt give it to me as hard as you thought you did

S: you're probably right

S: I wasn't 100% that day

BB: dont get me wrong, it still really hurt

S: oh I know it hurt

BB: k

S: holds you*

BB: im sooooo tired

S: well curls up on the couch

BB: i want to climb up on your lap, hug you, put my head on your shoulder and fall asleep

S: smiles you'd be welcome

S: you're always welcome when you're around me

BB: like last time i got a bg spanking and i was layin my head on your lap

BB: i just wanted to crawl in your lap

S: you should have

BB: i didnt want you to see me cry

S: I wouldn't have thought less of you or anything

BB: i know

S: you don't like for people to see you as vunerable, and I know that but when you are with me you can be yourself

BB: thats why i didnt look at you

S: I know

BB: probably why i fight with you sometimes durin a spankin too

S: nods

S: I know

BB: lol

S: grins

BB: are you gonna make me bend over the couch?

S: probably but not at first

BB: its like you know everything i dont like

BB: lol

BB: although you said i dont gotta stand in the corner, so i guess your not using everything

S: I feel as if I shouldn't have to, but I'm not ruling that completly out either

Friday, August 10, 2007

Keyword Extravaganza

So I went in and looked at the key words today and they made me laugh. So I thought I would share.

spank bonnie hard
Go ahead! At least its not my bottom. Sorry bonnie :)

baby oil on my bottom spank
No thank you. That makes it sting really bad. Although I will probably get it with my bg spanking next Sat.

my room mate gave me a spanking
That is just really creepy. I have the weirdest roommate in the world. If she touched me I would run away screaming.

we watched him get spanked
This would be fun, especially if it was S getting spanked. Anyone want to join me for the show?

spanking bonnie
Sorry bonnie, I don't know why so many people want to spank you and see you get spanked. But it really made me laugh when I saw two of them with your name in them.

the spanking of my life
Yep, sounds about like the spanking I have coming. Oh well, it will be fun afterwards.

a good spanking from the boss
I wish I had a hot boss that would spank me when I messed up. That could be a lot of fun.

spanking bbs
Hey, Wait a minute! I thought they were spanking bonnie not me!

Monday, August 6, 2007

Links to New Blogs!!!!

I added a bunch of new blogs to my list. I know there are probably some I have forgotten about so if you would like me to add you, just let me know. I will have to say that I still have my favorites, (Fireman Chris, My Bottom Smarts, Life in Motion, Domestic Discipline Dreams, Becoming Adam's Angel, Angel Brat's Blog and a few others). If you have yet to check out any of those, check them out soon. They are all great blogs! If you are one of the people from my favorite blogs, thanks for taking the time to read mine.

Saturday, August 4, 2007

Movie Fun

S and I got to go see a movie today. It has been a long time since the two of us have been able to go to a movie. We had a lot of fun. I was running late cause I had to go to the store and get candy on the way. So he had already bought the tickets before I got there. We got there early enough to pick good seats and talk a little before it started.

I snuggled into him at the begining of the movie. He always makes me feel so safe and protected. Even though I know that the next time we get together I am going to get a serious spanking, he never acts like he is mad at me or anything. While we were watching the movie I started moving my hand around and found his already hard cock. I like playing with it when there is nothing he can do about it. I like watching him wiggle and still try to watch the movie. So all in all it was a fun day, and I am sure he enjoyed it too!

Thanks S for the fun day today! Look forward to seeing you again very soon!

Friday, August 3, 2007

One of my favorite blogs is back!

I was so excited to find out that one of the blogs that I really like has started back up. Go check it out http://domesticdisciplinedreams.blogspot.com She was gone for right at 2 years but she is back now and has a fantastic blog! Stop by her blog and welcome her back to the blogging world.

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

S is a sweet sweet man

So I know I am going to be in some serious trouble when S and I get together again. But I am so excited that we have figured out a time where we can both get away from work and have some alone time. We talked about what happened, and yes I am getting a spanking, but S wasnt mad at me at all. I really thought he would be. Especially since last time I lied and got spanked he told me that if I lied again I was going to get it alot harder and longer. He is so sweet. I really like spending as much time as I can with him, even if it is just watching tv.

I really wish they would make some kind of place where its totally sound proof and you could go rent a room for like just a few hours, and it would be cheap. That way we all could get spanked anytime we wanted or needed it. Maybe S and I could go into business doing something like that.

Sorry about my bit of absence. Life for about the next month will be totally hectic, but come September should slow down alot.

Monday, July 23, 2007

I Screwed Up Big Time!

Have you ever done something and before you do it you think, "thats gonna get me into trouble", but you do it anyways? Well, thats what happened today. I dont know why, I did it, but it just happened. I was in my boss' office and was asked a question. I knew where my boss was going at this point so I just said I was too busy to do the job. Well, that was a total lie. Truth is, I just didnt want to do it. So then I was asked what was so important that I had to do, and so I had to make up something else. It all seemed like it wasnt even me in the office talking, but it was. Yes, I got out of doing that job, but I think I am in much greater trouble when S finds out. If you remember, I got my first punishment spanking for doing the same thing. I think im gonna get it.

S, if you are reading, I am sorry for not telling you when we talked earlier today. I was just scared to tell you. Im sorry :(

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Random Ramblings

Its been a week since I have been spanked, and it seems like so long ago. I really wish that I could get spanked whenever I wanted or needed it. I guess its just not in the works for me yet.

I am trying to lose weight, and S is being a huge encouragement to me with it. I have read a bunch of blogs where people get spanked if they dont reach certain goals and stuff like that. That really isnt for me. I need to do it for myself. Although, I can totally see how it could be a great motivator if I knew that I was gonna get it bad every week if I didnt try hard to lose weight. But at the same time, then I would just gain it all back as soon as that stopped.

I am really going to be dedicated to losing the weight now. I am thinking about even posting on here each week as to whether or not ive lost any for that week. Maybe that would give me the encouragement I need. Anyone have any ideas that could help me?

Monday, July 16, 2007

I Finally Got Spanked!!!

This weekend was a lot of fun and very relaxing. We were both really tired on Friday night so we just cuddled and relaxed. Although I did manage to get a few swats here and there.

Saturday was different. I was in a odd mood and so I kept being a brat and picking at S. He likes it when I play with him. It gives him an excuse to smack my bottom. I got my bottom smacked several times through out the day. I even got spanked while we watched a movie. He also likes to tickle me and bite me. It makes me laugh.

When it was time for bed we went to bed and laid there and talked for awhile. Until I told him I wasnt really tired and I started poking him cause I had lots of energy. Then I called his bluff, and so to prove his point he spanked me with his hand. He can really smack hard with just his hand. It felt sooooo good. after he was done spanking me he held me there face down and played with my clit. He is excellent at that. It felt so good. I love playing with him too. We ended up the night with both of us being very happy and content.

Friday, July 13, 2007

TODAY's THE DAY

I am so excited I can hardly contain myself. S and I get to see each other today and I can't wait. I don't have to work today and he is getting off early so we can spend some time together. I can't wait to hug him and have him hold me. Its been way too long.

I know there is a lot of spanking going to happen this weekend. It is going to be a ton of fun. I will tell you about it probably on Sunday, unless he wants me to do it before then. I need to go find something to do before I drive myself crazy.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

A Few Spanking Fantasies

I am sure all of you have some kind of spanking fantasy that you would like to act out or some kind of spanking that you want or want to give, but are scared to tell your partner about. I want to know some of them. Ill start by telling you one of mine.

I am totally terrified of the belt yet I desire to be spanked with it. Yes, I know that totally contradicts itself. Also I have never been made to wait for a spanking. Just thinking about being told to go to the room and get ready for a spanking and just sit there or lay there waiting, really gets me going. Or having my hands or legs tied up so that I know there is no way to get away from it.

Well, there you go. Now you have to tell me what your fantasies are.

Monday, July 9, 2007

I'm Back

Sorry I have been away for so long. Life has been hectic and I really didn't feeling like writing about it. This weekend S and I will be getting together again. Its been like a month and I can't wait. I am so excited, I get to spoil him this weekend. I get to cook for him and everything. I hope you all haven't given up on me. I will be sure to keep up on here for awhile. Thanks for reading!

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Keyward Extravaganza

spankings together
I prefer one spanking at a time. Although I have been spanked by both of his hands at the same time. That is quite fun.

pull your panties down for a spanking
(runs and pulls them down quick)

spanking bbs
Wait a minute, who's spanking me now?

please spank my naughty bottom-
I wonder what would happen if I asked S that?

getting spanked with your pants pulled down
is there any other way to get spanked?

bent over a chair
no thanks, I prefer OTK

she was going to spank him
I tried that before and it just ended up getting me a spanking

hairbrush chair girl spank or spanking or spanked
hmmm, a hairbrush chair. Don't tell S about that one, or he might try to build one.

ouch ouch spanked again
yep, that sounds about right

she got bent over for a spanking
I wish i was in that position right now

warm her bottom
Yes, please do

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Tattoos for a Naughty Bottom

I was reading some blogs and came across these. I wonder what would happen if a spanker pulled down a girls panties to find one of these tattoos?



Borrowed from http://domesticdisciplinedreams.blogspot.com/

Saturday, June 16, 2007

My first attempt at a story

Melanie was scared to move. There she stood in the corner pants off, panties around her knees. She knew this time she was really gonna get it. She loved Matt, and really wanted to obey. But for some reason she didn't today, and instead had a huge attitude with him on the phone.

Today started just like any other day. Matt woke Mel up with a kiss on the forehead as he left for work. "Mel, I want you to get up right now and go for a run." Ok babe, I promise I will go running as soon as it is light outside. Matt playfully smacked her bottom as he walked out of their room.

Melanie heard the car start, and heard Matt pull out of the driveway and onto the street. As soon as she was sure that he was gone, she rolled over and went back to sleep. About 10 o'clock her friend called her and woke her up, so they talked for awhile and then Melanie decided to watch some tv.

The phone rang and she answered it. "Melanie, did you go running this morning?" "Yes dear, I went right when I told you I was going to go." "I want you to take off your pants and pull your panties down and be in the corner when I get home. I am on my way now. And by the way, I forgot something at home and went home to get it this morning when you should have been out running." Melanie started begging Matt to forgive her for disobeying and lying, but he just said he loved her and hung up.

She quickly jumped out of bed and tried to make the bed as fast as possible. She threw her pajama pants in the hamper and ran to the corner. She knew she was in for it and there was nothing she could do to get out of it. She stood there for what seemed like hours. Then she heard it, the sound of the car in the driveway. She listened as she heard him talk to the dog on the way into the house. She heard his every move as he moved around downstairs looking at the mail and getting comfortable.

Finally she heard him coming up the stairs towards their bedroom. Melanie couldnt take it anymore and she just started crying. She wanted to run to him and give him a hug and beg his forgiveness, but she knew it would only make her punishment worse. So she just stood there crying.

Matt walked in and sat on the bed behind her. He wasn't talking, he was just sitting there. Mel knew that he was very disappointed in her. She knew that this was the 3rd time she had done the same thing. He had warned her that the next time she didn't get up and lied to him that she was going to get it bad.

"Mel, what did I tell you was going to happen if you ever lied and disobeyed me again?" "Matthew, I am so sorry, please don't spank me hard!" "What did I say was going to happen?" "You said I was going to get the hardest spanking you've ever given me." "Am I a lier Mel?" "No Sir." Mel felt her heart sink even lower. She was so scared.

"Melanie, I love you, and I want what is best for you. I told you that you were going to get a spanking if that ever happened again, and obviously you didn't take me serious. I am going to show you how serious I am about you and your health. Now I want you to go bend over the arm of the chair and wait for me."

Mel slowly walked over to the chair, tears still running down her cheeks. She couldn't believe that she had lied to him again. She took a deep breath and bent over the chair, burrying her face in the decrative pillow that was there. She heard him in his closet and was hoping that he would go easy on her. She heard him put some stuff on the bed then walk over to her.

She felt his hand on her bottom, oh how she loved it when he touched her bottom when they were playing. But right now thats the last place she wanted to be touched. His hand went up to the small of her back, and she tightened every muscle in her body waiting for the first swat.

SMACK, he brought the hair brush down hard on her bottom. It startled her so much she let out a little scream. He began spanking her hard and fast with the brush. SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, over and over again. It was all Mel could do to stay there and not try to get up. After 25 with the brush he stopped and walked over to the bed. Mel couldn't figure out what he picked up.

"Matt, I'm sorry I learned my lesson. Please don't spank me any more." Then she saw it, the one implement that she hated the most. She started to freak out. "Please Matt, not the belt. I will never disobey you again. I am so sorry." Mel tried to get up but was quickly put back into place and held there.

"Mel, you know that I love you and I am doing this for your own good. Now that you tried to get up and run, you will get 30 with the bath brush after the belt." Before she could argue with him she felt the first sting of the belt. THWACK, THWACK, THWACK, after 1o of them, she reached back trying to shield her bottom from the belt. Matt went and got one of his neck ties from the closet and tied her hands together so that she couldn't reach back.

"Those 10 didn't count. We are going to start over since you reached back." THWACK, THWACK, THWACK, THWACK, THWACK, THWACK. It hurt so bad, why didn't she just get up this morning and go running. Finally, she just gave in and stopped fighting it. When Matt thought her bottom was red enough he stopped. He laid the belt on the bed and rubbed her bottom for a few minutes, letting her gain her composure.

"Now you know you have 30 with the bath brush. I want you to put 3 pillows on the bed and lie across them, don't untie your hands." She got up and walked towards the bed. He hated seeing her cry, but knew this was for her own good. She is the one who asked him to start spanking her and she told him that he needed to do it hard.

She crawled up on the bed and on top of the pillows. He let her lay there for a few seconds contemplating her fate. He picked up the brush and laid it on her already dark red bottom. She jumped when he touched her with it. "Now you are going to get 30, I will give you 20, then I am going to have you count the last 10. Do you understand?" "Yes, sir" she squeaked out.

SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, SMACK, She thought he was never going to stop. "Now I want you to count the last ten. If you don't count it, or if I don't hear it, that one doesn't count."

SMACK "One", SMACK, "Two', SMACK, owwwy "Three", SMACK, it hurt so bad, she couldn't think, she started squirming trying to avoid the paddle when all of a sudden SMACK, FIVE!!! "No Mel, that was four, you didn't count the last one." SMACK, "five" it was all she could do to get the words to come out. SMACK, "six" SMACK, "seven" SMACK, "eight" SMACK "nine", SMACK SMACK SMACK "TEN".

Mel laid there crying hard as Matt put the implements back in the closet. He got some lotion and rubbed it on her bottom. He picked her up and sat her in his lap and he held her as she cried. She couldn't believe how bad her bottom hurt. She looked into his eyes and asked for his forgiveness. Matt hugged her, then told her to go get ready for her run. This time Matt went running with her to make sure it got done.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Saturday

Saturday morning I was awakened by snuggling with S. I love waking up next to him. I didn't want to get out of bed so he decided to help motivate me out of bed. He gave me a nice long hand spanking to get the blood flowing.

We had a total lazy day, just laying around and watching tv. That night things kinda changed. I had a lot of energy so I was being kinda bratty. S gave me a good spanking then turned off the lights to go to bed. I had a different idea.

We started snuggling and S was getting really hard. So I started giving him a hand job. All of a sudden he wasn't tired any more. We played with each other for awhile until I started messing around and trying to smack his bottom.

He definately isn't a switch. I got in about 3 swats and paid the price for all of them. He got up and turned the light on and paddled me good. I was laughing the whole time. He turned the light back on and I kept messing with him. Which ended up getting me a few more spankings before we fell asleep. We had such a nice weekend. I really needed it.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Friday Night


Friday night was such a needed getaway for me. We finally got together after we both got off work. We snuggled for awhile I love just laying on S. He understands me so well. We had about an hour left till we had to head out to the movie. So he said it was time to play a little. I got up and ran away from him. I like playing hard to get sometimes.

He caught me pretty quick and pulled down my pants and bent me over a chair. I guess thats what I get when I run away from him. I was laughing really hard. I probably looked really funny as I was bent over and laughing. He started spanking me with his hand. I love that so much.

After my bottom was nice and pink, he pulled down my panties. I think he likes looking at my pink bottom. He went and got a paddle. The one he chose is about half an inch thick and is a dark wood, its kinda shaped like a hair brush but it has a long handle.

That paddle is both stingy and thuddy. It felt so good to be paddled by S. He spanked me about 20 times then let me go over his lap. His hands feel awesome when he touches me all over my body. I love it when he rubs my bottom. He spanked and rubbed my bottom for quite awhile. It felt so lovely.

I finally got my wish to go to a movie with a warm and sore bottom. I hope to do it a lot more often in the future. That was just the beginning of our weekend. I'll tell you more later.

Friday, June 8, 2007

TGIF!!!

I am so glad that it is finally the weekend. I am done with work and am just waiting on S to get off as well. I am so excited to spend the whole weekend with S. I have always wanted to go to the movies with a warm bottom. So S said we can go to a late movie after I get a nice long spanking. I can't wait. I hope you all have a nice weekend. I will tell you all about mine on Monday.

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Question


Sorry its been a few days, but life has been kind of hectic. I am so excited about this weekend. S and I have all weekend together. I can't wait for a weekend of spanking and fun. We have never been together for more then 24 hours at a time. So I am definately looking forward to it. I will be sure to fill you all in this weekend.

Here is a question for you all. What is the most spankings you have gotten or given in a day?

Saturday, June 2, 2007

OUCH!!!!


I am sitting here on a very sore bottom. I am happy just to have gotten it over with. See I lied about a month ago and have had a bg spanking hanging over my head every since then. Today we finally got the chance to get together. I got my first discipline spanking from S. I didn't enjoy it very much. The beginning was nice. I love it when S spanks me with his hand over my panties then pulls them down and rubs my warm bottom. And that is exactly what he did at first. I love laying across his lap for a spanking. He is very comforting and it just does something for me when I am there. Then it all changed.

He told me to bend over the arm of the couch. We have played like that a little but only for a few swats. But he wasn't playing today. He went to town on my bottom with several paddles and the bath brush. The thing is, in the over the arm of the couch position you really cant tell where he is. So I never knew when the next one was coming. Then he put baby oil on my bottom and really started spanking hard and in the same places. It is really hard to focus on what he is saying when my bottom is on fire. After he thought I had enough he made me go back over his lap for more hand spanks. He asked me if I still felt guilt over the whole thing and I was honest and told him "kinda". So he got up and spanked me really hard with a little paddle and it really really hurt. Then he rubbed lotion on my bottom and told me how much he cared about me and told me that he would always be there for me. I started crying, I couldn't help it. It wasn't the spanking that made me cry, but the fact that he cares about me. As I laid there crying he rubbed my back and my bottom just comforting me. I couldn't ask for a sweeter guy. He is really sick and still took the time and the energy to spank me.

If you read this please leave me a comment and let me know what you thought. I'd love some pointers on how to make this blog better. Thanks all in advance!



Bonnie-
Thank you so much for your help. I really appreciate it. Thanks

Thursday, May 31, 2007

Looking Ahead and Behind


The last few days have been crazy busy with regular life stuff. I am dreading Saturday, yet highly looking forward to it at the same time. I need a good spanking just to relieve some stress. I am dreading it cause it is for punishment, but really looking forward to the after care. S is such a sweet guy and really knows just how far to push me and knows exactly what to do for me afterwards. I really like how he pushes me at times and then at other times he is so tender and sweet. I trust him completely, which is kinda odd because I have never trusted a man 100%. I know I am going to get my bottom blistered, but I also know that he is doing it for my own good cause he cares so much about me.

My favorite part of his spankings is he always hugs me before he starts. Then he has me take off my pants and lay across his lap. At that point I am in total heaven. He rubs my bottom and squeezes it and swats it gently at first. He builds up the intensity and heat slowly. I love it when he uses his hand. After my bottom is all nice and pink he takes off my panties and again spanks with his hand, getting harder and harder. After Im all nice and warmed up he moves on to the different paddles and bathbrush. He is so awesome. Although I kinda want to feel the belt at some point, but I am totally terrified of it. I feel that if I can make it through the belt I can make it through anything.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Why cant I just be good!!!


Today I woke up in a really bratty mood. I dont know why, but sometimes I am just really crabby and dont want to do anything. Well, S got online and we were talking and of course I was being a really big brat. You think I would have learned that lesson by now. He told me that if I was going to be bratty he was going to blister my bottom. And I laughed at him and told him I was calling his bluff. How stupid can I be at times. Why cant I just keep my mouth closed and be good. He has never told me anything and not followed through. So now Saturday, I think im in for more then I can handle! (although he did say that he would never use ginger on me, whew!) But he also knows that I am deathly afraid of the belt, but I think I deserve it for being such a brat to him, even after I knew I was already going to get it good.

Saturday, May 26, 2007

Birthdays


So today is S's birthday. So we get to go see the Pirates of the Caribbean together. I really enjoy spending as much time as possible with S. I made the sassy comment yesterday about it being his birthday so he needs a birthday spanking. He was so kind as to tell me that I could take it for him (he is so generous. lol) For his birthday I am ordering him a new paddle. Most of his are big and scary, so I found a cute little one for his collection. Although I am pretty sure that even though it looks cute that its gonna leave a good sting too. I can't wait till it comes so we can try it out. Although next weekend isn't gonna be very fun, but I have been good since I lied, so the weekend after that I hope we get to play the whole weekend long. I am looking forward to it greatly!

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

In Trouble


Ok, so here's the thing. I kinda lied about something, ok something pretty big. I said I did something and didn't. But I didn't think I was going to get caught, because I had plenty of time to get it done. Well, I totally forgot about it and now its too late. I not only lied but its still not done. So now I am in trouble.

Yes, I know discipline is for my own good. But it scares me so much. I haven't had a discipline spanking since I was little. So now I know I have one coming and it really scares me. The worst part of the whole thing is the not knowing. I know I have one coming but don't know when or what I am going to get it with. All I know is its going to be unpleasant. I know I deserve it, but I dont want it. I like the fun spankings and the stuff that happens after them. But the punishment one is gonna hurt. I hope it will happen next weekend so that I can just get it over with.

Does anyone else feel this way when they are gonna get a serious spanking?

How it all began


I was told that I should start blogging by my spanker. So I agreed and here we are. I am a 20 something woman looking for a future mate, that hopefully will be a spanko as well.

Although I have already met one of the most amazing guys ever. We met on one of the Spanking web sites that we both frequent. We hit it off right away. Our first meeting we just talked and I had a great time. Then we set up a time to meet for our first spanking.

We met at a hotel because neither of us have our own place. So it makes things a little more difficult, but a lot more exciting. I was so nervous driving to the hotel. It is about a 25 min drive from my place. But that day it seemed more like 3 hours. Everything in me kept telling me to turn around and go back home. But I kept going and met up with him. I am so glad I did. It was one of the best nights of my entire life.

He knows exactly what I need and when I need it. I got spanked bare bottomed for over an hour. He took the time to show me what each of the implements felt like and how they differ from one another, and how it felt when baby oil was applied. He didn't spank hard, but all of those swats really add up. My bottom was really sore, but I was so highly turned on. We went to bed and talked for a long time before we fell asleep.

The next morning he just kept swatting my bottom. Which totally lit a fire somewhere else. He gave me another spanking and then we were off, back to our own places. It was an incredible night. We have met again since then, but I wont bore you with the details at this time.


ANON- We met on Spanking Internet. Its a free site and has a chat room, although one needs to be careful in there cause there are some people out there that are just interested in hurting others.