My Erotic Personality

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One track mind

Sometimes all I can think about is spanking. There is absolutely no way that I can do anything to get my mind off of it. Right now is one of those times. But at these times looking at spanking pictures and videos doesnt help, reading others blogs dont help. Nothing seems to help.

I thought I was weird for thinking that way until I read Sparkles blog today. She totally put it in a way that I could never say. I sometimes wish that I would be given lines to write or something to do just to take my mind off of it. But then I think about how annoyed I would get after writing the same thing 2oo times. I think Id just stick with spanking.

I so desperately want a spanking, and cuddling. I guess I will get one eventually.

Lurkers, Who are you?

So everyday I get about 200 hits to my blog. I am just curious who is reading it. If you are a lurker please leave me a comment so I know who you are. THANKS!

OUCH!!!!! BG Spankings HURT!

I am sitting on a pretty sore bottom right now. Last night S and I got to see each other. It was so good to be able to hug him and snuggle with him. But before we got to do any of that I got a really bad spanking.

I was sitting on the couch watching tv when he came in. So he just sat down and we snuggled for awhile. I was thinking he had either forgot or he didnt feel like doing it right then. But I was totally wrong. When the show was over he told me to get up because it was time for my spanking. He wanted to give it to me before we ate dinner.

He made me take off my pants and bend over the end of the bed. At first he just started with his hand. That wasnt too bad at first, but I swear that man has paddles for hands. He didnt spank me with his hand for long and he grabbed the little paddle. He spanked me on my panties for a little bit, but those didnt last long either. He wasnt kidding when he said the warmup was going to be a lot shorter.

I started crying almost immediately, which is totally not something that I normally do. I dont know why but I just started crying like a child. He spanked hard and fast on my bare bottom with the paddle. He sat next to me and held me around the waist so that I didnt move.

It hurt really bad, but I felt worse inside for letting S down. I am really not sure what else he used on my bottom. I think he used a bigger paddle and the bathbrush. All I could think about at that point was how badly it stung and that I hope I never lie again.

He spanked me for what seemed like forever, and then he put babyoil on my bottom. That made me cry even harder. I knew what was coming. He paddled me good after he put on the baby oil. It stung so bad and I couldnt hold still. Then I thought he was done, and he started talking to me.

Then he said "Im gonna give you 50 more and then we will be through". At first I couldnt believe what he was saying. Then I felt the little paddle again. I wasnt counting, but I am sure that is how many I got. They were all fast and hard. By the time he was done I was sobbing like a baby. He pushed me further then he ever has before. I know I deserved it, and it hurt like crazy. He doesn't like spanking me like that, but I need it sometimes.

It felt so good to get that emotional release that I have been holding in for so long. S always knows just what I need. He sat there next to me rubbing my bottom and my back for awhile. Then laid next to me and cuddled with me until I stopped crying. We had dinner then snuggled on the couch.

He likes playing with parts of my body while we watch tv to distract me. And he is VERY good at what he does. After he was done playing with me I fell asleep for a few minutes on his lap. Then he woke me up and we went to bed. I played with him until he was all tired and fell asleep.

We woke up this morning and I played with him to wake him up. There was a lot of snuggling and some fun spankings too. I am very content and feel very cared for right now. My bottom is sore but everytime I feel it it just reminds me that I have someone who cares about me enough to help me in this way. Thanks S, for a wonderful day. I had a lot of fun! Next time, ill be sure to stay away from the teeth. LOL

Im Gonna Get Toasted on Friday!!!

Last night S and I were talking and he told me to ask him a question about anything. So I asked him about my bg spanking that I am going to get this weekend. I found out my answer but I didnt like it at all. I am going to get it bad, really bad. I guess I deserve it, and hopefully it will make me never lie again. I just hope he holds me and tells me he cares about me afterwards. Here is the way our conversation went last night. Read it and leave me a comment if you want, S reads it too, so be careful what you say. Please dont get me in more trouble!!!


BB : how bad is my bg spankin gonna be

S: it is going to hurt a lot, but that's kind of a relative question I mean what scale are you going to use to gage it

S: on a scale of one to ten?

BB: sure

S: hmmm probably about a 9.3

S: up to a 9.6

BB: k

S: of course there is always that lame russian guy who never gives you the full ten

S: but anywayS: how cuddley will you be on friday

BB: prob alot

S: good

S: hmmmm I keeps thinking about distracting stuff

BB: on your scale, what was my last bg spankin

S: probably a 8

BB: k

BB: i kinda want to take a pic of my bottom after my spankin

BB: cause then ill remember that i dont want that again

S: well a red bottom is conductive to memory

BB: not enough for me

BB: cause i did it again

S: well we will take care of that

BB: i know, thats what im afraid of

S: I was thinking about the spanking I intend on giving you

S: I'm gonna vave to come up with a way to make sure you remember it

S: and I think I know just how I'm going to do it

BB: ???

S: let us just say that you were right on the money when you listed the baby oil

BB: nnnnooooooooooooooo

S: afraid so sweety

BB: for the whole thing?

S: for a very specific part of it

S: your warm up is going to be shorter

S: and I intend on making sure I give you a very good paddling

BB: :(

S: at the moment though I must admit

S: that I am thinking of more pleausrable spankings

BB: i dont know what to say

S: you don't have to say anything sweety

S: for some moments in life there are no words

BB: ill never lie again, please dont use the oil

S: I said I would and I will, but I'm not going to overwhelm you

BB: k

BB: last time you were sick, so i think you didnt give it to me as hard as you thought you did

S: you're probably right

S: I wasn't 100% that day

BB: dont get me wrong, it still really hurt

S: oh I know it hurt

BB: k

S: holds you*

BB: im sooooo tired

S: well curls up on the couch

BB: i want to climb up on your lap, hug you, put my head on your shoulder and fall asleep

S: smiles you'd be welcome

S: you're always welcome when you're around me

BB: like last time i got a bg spanking and i was layin my head on your lap

BB: i just wanted to crawl in your lap

S: you should have

BB: i didnt want you to see me cry

S: I wouldn't have thought less of you or anything

BB: i know

S: you don't like for people to see you as vunerable, and I know that but when you are with me you can be yourself

BB: thats why i didnt look at you

S: I know

BB: probably why i fight with you sometimes durin a spankin too

S: nods

S: I know

BB: lol

S: grins

BB: are you gonna make me bend over the couch?

S: probably but not at first

BB: its like you know everything i dont like

BB: lol

BB: although you said i dont gotta stand in the corner, so i guess your not using everything

S: I feel as if I shouldn't have to, but I'm not ruling that completly out either

Keyword Extravaganza

So I went in and looked at the key words today and they made me laugh. So I thought I would share.

spank bonnie hard
Go ahead! At least its not my bottom. Sorry bonnie :)

baby oil on my bottom spank
No thank you. That makes it sting really bad. Although I will probably get it with my bg spanking next Sat.

my room mate gave me a spanking
That is just really creepy. I have the weirdest roommate in the world. If she touched me I would run away screaming.

we watched him get spanked
This would be fun, especially if it was S getting spanked. Anyone want to join me for the show?

spanking bonnie
Sorry bonnie, I don't know why so many people want to spank you and see you get spanked. But it really made me laugh when I saw two of them with your name in them.

the spanking of my life
Yep, sounds about like the spanking I have coming. Oh well, it will be fun afterwards.

a good spanking from the boss
I wish I had a hot boss that would spank me when I messed up. That could be a lot of fun.

spanking bbs
Hey, Wait a minute! I thought they were spanking bonnie not me!

Links to New Blogs!!!!

I added a bunch of new blogs to my list. I know there are probably some I have forgotten about so if you would like me to add you, just let me know. I will have to say that I still have my favorites, (Fireman Chris, My Bottom Smarts, Life in Motion, Domestic Discipline Dreams, Becoming Adam's Angel, Angel Brat's Blog and a few others). If you have yet to check out any of those, check them out soon. They are all great blogs! If you are one of the people from my favorite blogs, thanks for taking the time to read mine.

Movie Fun

S and I got to go see a movie today. It has been a long time since the two of us have been able to go to a movie. We had a lot of fun. I was running late cause I had to go to the store and get candy on the way. So he had already bought the tickets before I got there. We got there early enough to pick good seats and talk a little before it started.

I snuggled into him at the begining of the movie. He always makes me feel so safe and protected. Even though I know that the next time we get together I am going to get a serious spanking, he never acts like he is mad at me or anything. While we were watching the movie I started moving my hand around and found his already hard cock. I like playing with it when there is nothing he can do about it. I like watching him wiggle and still try to watch the movie. So all in all it was a fun day, and I am sure he enjoyed it too!

Thanks S for the fun day today! Look forward to seeing you again very soon!

One of my favorite blogs is back!

I was so excited to find out that one of the blogs that I really like has started back up. Go check it out http://domesticdisciplinedreams.blogspot.com She was gone for right at 2 years but she is back now and has a fantastic blog! Stop by her blog and welcome her back to the blogging world.

S is a sweet sweet man

So I know I am going to be in some serious trouble when S and I get together again. But I am so excited that we have figured out a time where we can both get away from work and have some alone time. We talked about what happened, and yes I am getting a spanking, but S wasnt mad at me at all. I really thought he would be. Especially since last time I lied and got spanked he told me that if I lied again I was going to get it alot harder and longer. He is so sweet. I really like spending as much time as I can with him, even if it is just watching tv.

I really wish they would make some kind of place where its totally sound proof and you could go rent a room for like just a few hours, and it would be cheap. That way we all could get spanked anytime we wanted or needed it. Maybe S and I could go into business doing something like that.

Sorry about my bit of absence. Life for about the next month will be totally hectic, but come September should slow down alot.