Thank you so much for your help guys! I am really looking forward to being able to spank a naughty guy, even if its just for fun.
Thank you to those of you who commented on the post where I was feeling really down. I am doing much better now, and partly because of all of you. Thank you for taking the time to show that you care.
I should be getting spanked by N again sometime soon. So maybe if you are all good, I might stick some more pictures of my bottom on here for you all to see.