Thursday, November 29, 2007
If you are looking for something about spanking you can stop reading now. I am not at all in a spanking mood. I am really feeling lonely. I know everyone has these feelings from time to time, but right now it has the best of me. Its so hard not to get depressed. I feel like Im fighting a never ending battle with depression. When I was a teenager and beyond I always thought that by the time I was 30 I would be married, have kids, and just be a happy married girl. But thats not how life has worked for me. Yes, I have had fun. But the one thing I want most is to be married and start a family. Is that too much to ask for. Every day I see couples with their kids walking down the street. It just kills me every time. Sorry to vent today. I just have to get it out before I totally give up and do something stupid.