Wednesday, March 5, 2008

The Spanking Ive Always Wanted

I finally got the spanking I have been waiting my whole life for. I asked S a while back to test my limits. Well about 3 weeks ago he did. He is such a sweet man. I dont know what I would do without him. One of the best friends a girl could have.

To be totally honest, I was scared. I knew it was what I wanted but I was scared that it would be too much. I think S knew how scared I was because he started spanking me pretty much as soon as we got into the room.

He started out with me over his lap on the bed with his hand. I love the way his hand feels on my bottom. He spanked me like that for quite a while and I loved it. He had told me to bring something that he could spank me with (not that he doesn't already have enough toys). So I brought a wooden spoon. I thought it would be innocent enough. Boy was I wrong. That thing hurt! He has a habit of finding one place and spanking that one place till I'm wiggling all over the place and then he finds a new place and starts all over.

After the spoon was his assortment of paddles and the bathbrush and the strap. I dont really remember what order they were in, just that I think I got everything he owns used on my bottom. For awhile I kept thinking, "This isn't so bad, I can take it", and then it hit me how badly it was really hurting. He gave me a "safe word" although I refused to use it. He spanked me to tears and then just rubbed my back.

It felt so good to finally get what I have been wanting for so long. He told me I got the "tough cookie" award, because my bottom blistered and he had to stop before I used the safe word. He definitely showed me my limit. He didnt push me past it, and I knew he would do exactly what I wanted him to do. Tomorrow I may be getting another spanking, we will see.


Bonnie said...

Hi BB!

It's great to hear from you. Testing limits is never easy, but it can help us learn about ourselves and our partner. I'm glad it turned out so well!

Best wishes for tomorrow!


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flechazos bdsm said...

Testing your limits will make you know how far can you go and with the story that you write in this blog. I can say that you are now very happy that you already know what your limits are.