Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Ok, so here's the thing. I kinda lied about something, ok something pretty big. I said I did something and didn't. But I didn't think I was going to get caught, because I had plenty of time to get it done. Well, I totally forgot about it and now its too late. I not only lied but its still not done. So now I am in trouble.
Yes, I know discipline is for my own good. But it scares me so much. I haven't had a discipline spanking since I was little. So now I know I have one coming and it really scares me. The worst part of the whole thing is the not knowing. I know I have one coming but don't know when or what I am going to get it with. All I know is its going to be unpleasant. I know I deserve it, but I dont want it. I like the fun spankings and the stuff that happens after them. But the punishment one is gonna hurt. I hope it will happen next weekend so that I can just get it over with.
Does anyone else feel this way when they are gonna get a serious spanking?