Thursday, May 31, 2007

Looking Ahead and Behind

The last few days have been crazy busy with regular life stuff. I am dreading Saturday, yet highly looking forward to it at the same time. I need a good spanking just to relieve some stress. I am dreading it cause it is for punishment, but really looking forward to the after care. S is such a sweet guy and really knows just how far to push me and knows exactly what to do for me afterwards. I really like how he pushes me at times and then at other times he is so tender and sweet. I trust him completely, which is kinda odd because I have never trusted a man 100%. I know I am going to get my bottom blistered, but I also know that he is doing it for my own good cause he cares so much about me.

My favorite part of his spankings is he always hugs me before he starts. Then he has me take off my pants and lay across his lap. At that point I am in total heaven. He rubs my bottom and squeezes it and swats it gently at first. He builds up the intensity and heat slowly. I love it when he uses his hand. After my bottom is all nice and pink he takes off my panties and again spanks with his hand, getting harder and harder. After Im all nice and warmed up he moves on to the different paddles and bathbrush. He is so awesome. Although I kinda want to feel the belt at some point, but I am totally terrified of it. I feel that if I can make it through the belt I can make it through anything.

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