Saturday, June 2, 2007
I am sitting here on a very sore bottom. I am happy just to have gotten it over with. See I lied about a month ago and have had a bg spanking hanging over my head every since then. Today we finally got the chance to get together. I got my first discipline spanking from S. I didn't enjoy it very much. The beginning was nice. I love it when S spanks me with his hand over my panties then pulls them down and rubs my warm bottom. And that is exactly what he did at first. I love laying across his lap for a spanking. He is very comforting and it just does something for me when I am there. Then it all changed.
He told me to bend over the arm of the couch. We have played like that a little but only for a few swats. But he wasn't playing today. He went to town on my bottom with several paddles and the bath brush. The thing is, in the over the arm of the couch position you really cant tell where he is. So I never knew when the next one was coming. Then he put baby oil on my bottom and really started spanking hard and in the same places. It is really hard to focus on what he is saying when my bottom is on fire. After he thought I had enough he made me go back over his lap for more hand spanks. He asked me if I still felt guilt over the whole thing and I was honest and told him "kinda". So he got up and spanked me really hard with a little paddle and it really really hurt. Then he rubbed lotion on my bottom and told me how much he cared about me and told me that he would always be there for me. I started crying, I couldn't help it. It wasn't the spanking that made me cry, but the fact that he cares about me. As I laid there crying he rubbed my back and my bottom just comforting me. I couldn't ask for a sweeter guy. He is really sick and still took the time and the energy to spank me.
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